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saya perlukan teman untuk buat saya ketawa, gembira, bergaduh, bertukar cerita, bershopping sama2, menangis, dan bergayut.

jangan salah sangka, saya tidak ada masalah dengan meng. cuma saya rasa kosong. ye, kosong = 0. saya sendiri tak tahu kenapa, anda tahu?

saya bingung.

the other day, i read adwina's blog titled : is HE the right person? the question has been in my dizzy head for years. saya selalu fikir kan soalan tue, dahulu, kini dan mungkin selamanya.

dan masih tak bertemu dengan jawapannya.

mungkin betol. its not finding the right person. its about learning to love the person you found.

saya harap itu lah jawapan yg saya cari selama ini.

ya Allah, Sesungguhnya jodoh dan ajal ku sudah tertulis. KAU tetapkanlah ia dengan sebaiknya dan aku sentiasa redha dengan kehendakMU. Cepat atau lambat, aku berserah. Sesungguhnya, hanya KAU yang tahu apa yang terbaek untuk diriku.

so true!

kenapa kan... semua bende yg kite nak.. kite tak dpt?? tapi yg kite tak nak, itu la yg kite dapat???

so true! its happening to me all the time.

salah satu contoh paling jelas:

dolu, paling anti-lah dengan tnb. dengar jerk, cam.. talk to the hand. biler sebut busbar la, ct la, isolator la, blue phase la, phase to earth la.. rasa cam pening jerk kepala. toooo technical and i prefer not to even have that term in my brain-dictionary. tp itu jugak la yg saya dpt.

masa pergi interview, kondifen jerk mintak distribution sbb suka dok office, wat paperwork. tp alih2 dpt transmission, and paling byk kene berjemur bawah matahari.

dolu, maisarahlah adalah org yg sangat anti dengan jalan. pergi mana2 pon kene ikot org or org drivekan. tp sekarang nie, semua bende kene drive sendiri and bab2 jalan nie, sendiri mau kene expert la.

pada hakikatnyer, itu la yg terbaek untuk kite. yang kite tak nak tue la has actually taught me to be what i am now. im so thankful that dolu-saya-xnak benda tue and skang bende tue yang saya dpt and skang im having fun doing em.

a Great THANX to Allah SWT that has actually opened up my eyes and brought up me to be a better person day by day.

happy i am.

Happiness??




ive found mine.

my work that is. Alhamdulillah syukur.

sacred

ive been aiming to get hold of this babe since it first came out years ago. masa tue mahal giler and tak dak duet nak beli. now its slightly cheaper and affordable to buy. and this is where my 1st salary in tnb and last salary in ansaldo goes to:

tadaaaa.....








sacred. thats the best word to desribe my babe.

the pure white is selling fast and out of stock now. they are keeping it up for the pc fair next month. disebabkan malas nak meredah jam waktu pc fair so, i hafta order it and collect it maybe in 2 weeks time. tak sabarnyerrr~^~^~^~^



p/s- skang ngah online pakai broadband baru. i now feel my life is almost complete. =)

u org mana?

everytime when i move of shift work place, there's always this question. ppl around me will ask. u org mana? its an easy question yet difficult to answer.its just me, coz i seriously do not noe the exact answer.

kalo nak jawab soalan tue, i tend to jawab mcm nie


"my mom is from jb. my dad is from kepala batas. i was born in jb specialist. stayed in jb sampai 6 thn then moved to penang. was in penang island from 6 years old to standard 1. darjah 2 pindah manjung indah permai until standard 5. standard 6 to form 1 pindah to the most romantic city on earth (ahaha at least, it does for me). balik malaysia masa form 2, dok manjung indah permai balik until form 3. went to convent sitiawan during that particular time. form 4 - form 5 was in bukit mertajam science skool. then, 18 years old sampai skang adalah dekat selangor. so u rasa i org mana? atau kadang2, i tend to say, saya org perak KOT."


so, berbalik kpd soalan asal... i think im a NOMAD.

on the move

yeah, i noe ive been abandoned my blog for the past 2 weeks. life is hectic nowadays. its not that i have so much work to do, its just that im still new and need to catch up few readings which are too technical. saya nie lambat nak paham. sob sob.

for those of you who might be asking, im now working at crystal plaza, pj (Transmission HQ). i need to wake up at 5.30am and bertolak at 6.10am. hari2 g kerja naek komuter at sg buloh station which is 10mins away from my house. stop kat kl central (30 mins journey) and naek putra to asia jaya. sampai asia jaya, hafta walk dlm 2 mins to reach my office. sekarang nie baru la menghargai the existance of ktm & putra. tak jam, cheaper, tak yah risau pasal parking or org curi tayar etc.

ive spoiled my diet sbb asyek makan ubi and goreng pisang waktu lunch. sangat sedap dan tak boleh nak dielakkan... dan kat office sangat selalu ader jamuan makan. sebelah office ader fitness first tp sket pon tak tergoda nak pergi. aper nak jadi ngan saya nie..?

ouh, and we have kpi to achieve indeed.sangat bende kene achieve and one of the berjuta kpi is to be active in the engineering society. duh.. saya yg passive nie terpaksa meng active kan diri.. presentations every 2 months. report to mentor every friday at 3pm. logbook kene buat. this is life and i need a new laptop & a broadband! internet office cam siput sedut and byk giler web kene block. cam tak dek function jerk komputer kat office tue. =(

sekian terima kasih.

miasarah loves ansaldo

yea, i noe that the title is a lil bit awkward. but i seriously gonna miss the moment i spent there. 3 months isn't enuff to get to noe all the ppl but im lucky enuff to have dennis and the other planners around to help me thru out my stay there. rozi & roshidi yg sangat bersabar melayan kerenah saya & ayeesha is the only girl fren i have besides the pregnant mums. pathetic kan saya nie? ahaha.. and syamim selamat berbahagia. =) yendri, i wanna attend ur reception. and hadi-man, gud luck wif the plotter!

nie la ayeesha , comey kan dier...? hihi

my final week was very hectic. i was in the freaking cold meeting room from 9am - 5.30pm and sometimes up to 6.30pm - monday to friday. tak dek masa nak bersocial ngan semua org eventho it was my last week. i pity the planners coz roshidi said that i resigned pada masa yang tak sepatutnye. kerja byk, & org tak cukup. tak per la, i noe dennis will start to interview ppl at anytime soon. ouh, kepada sesape yg masih tak dek kerja, sila la apply ye..! i highly recommend u guys to apply the job. the environment is good and the salary is cool. lagi byk dr gaji tnb, ok! =p

i have a bigger cake than rhaiz! and still waiting for other photos to be uploaded which has not been taken from my fren yet.

and yg paling best,

tadaaaa.....

dennis gave us (planners) a mug each from australia & kangaroo tue, saya sorang jek dpt.. !! (dgn nada riak) ahaha sila la jeles.